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30 May 2003 @ 09:27 am
Inevitable  
My fabble. :)



It was inevitable. I didn’t think that until today, but it’s true. I’ve never been a jealous guy. I seem mature and enlightened in that regard. Now I realize that it was just that I never gave a shit. Birds aren’t worth it. I’m not a cad to them, but I don’t get worked up over them either. They’re replaceable after all.


He isn’t.


Jealousy slowly crept into my heart, its progression so gradual that I didn’t notice until it was too late. His birds were meaningless. What we had was unique and beautiful until he arrived. Even then, I rationalized it away. They just wrote together. They just hung out and talked. It didn’t bother me. Then I saw the look pass between them and the monster reared its head out of my soul. They just loved each other.


We’d been dancing around each other for years. I thought that was the way it had to be, the way it was meant to be. It never occurred to me that I could dance with him instead. My impassioned assault took him by surprise, but he wasn’t unwilling. My embrace was too possessive and desperate. That was the monster in me. He responded in kind. He always was mine.


I won’t share, not ever.


“George.”, he gasped. I never thought my name meant anything, but he managed to convey all his longing in that one word. He’s wanted this just as long. We were meant to be.


It was inevitable.

 
 
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Current Music: silence
 
 
 
Becca the Wonder Penguinsunnyrea on May 30th, 2003 09:08 am (UTC)
Meep!
Gah see now you've got me wondering! The speaker is George but is the object of his affection Paul or John!!!! Gah! *dies in crazed wonder*
tf_anothergirl on May 30th, 2003 04:52 pm (UTC)
Re: Meep!
Paul, hands down, without a doubt, Paul. I am a Paul nut. I don't do G/J, no offense to you that like it. It's just, well..., no PAUL. Enough said. Thanks!
Becca the Wonder Penguinsunnyrea on May 31st, 2003 07:16 am (UTC)
Re: Meep!
YES!!!!!!!! I am quite the Paul fan too and that was what i was thinking, i just didn't want to assume. Go Paul!
(Anonymous) on May 30th, 2003 09:14 am (UTC)
Beautiful
Beautiful X 10. You're a fantastic writer, you know that? This pairing is your true calling. I swear. Honest. Trust me.

- a Secret Admirer
Dancing Piratesdancingpirates on May 30th, 2003 01:08 pm (UTC)
Wow, that was really good. I believe it was the best fabble i've read to date...tho, nobody else should take this as an insult, as i hold the other fabbles in high esteem, too. But yours was really, really great. Good Job.
tf_anothergirl on May 30th, 2003 04:52 pm (UTC)
thank you. :)
George H.: Wind swept.georgeh on May 30th, 2003 03:38 pm (UTC)
Awww, I loved the line, "It never occurred to me that I could dance with him instead." Very sweet. This is obviously G/P, right? It pains me to read a George bitter about John coming into his relationship with Paul, because I'm such a stout G/J 'shipper but this was really nice. :) Bravo. I love it! And I loved the one word! "George"! Can't get better than that. :D
tf_anothergirl on May 30th, 2003 04:50 pm (UTC)
Yeah, it was G/P. I thought I put it in the title. I probably put P/G and it looked like part of the rating. :) Thanks for the review. It's always gratifying to hear it is good from someone outside of the pairing.
George H.: Beautiful John.georgeh on May 31st, 2003 03:25 am (UTC)
You're right, you did put the pairing on the title! I'm just apparently that daft, go figure! LOL Anyway, I do like the story. :) You're an excellent writer.
Abbeyrd: the word is loveabbeyrd62561 on May 30th, 2003 11:31 pm (UTC)
dancing in my head
TF another fab job!!!!! but you know I'm a fan. I thought it J/P at first with the word jealousy....lol
I love the lines..."he responded in kind. He was always mine" so poetic. If I were George I wouldnt ever share Paul either..... Beautiful imagages, dancing, i've always liked that image. I love the description of the monster (jealous is always is)
ray of sunshineheartgirl on June 3rd, 2003 11:29 am (UTC)
It's wonderful.

George is so sweet when he's insecure! And at the same time very posessive... *ponders thought*