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12 May 2005 @ 07:44 pm
Angsty and smooshy...written by an angsty girl  
I have one more law school final tommorrow and then I will have officially finished my first year. But instead of being happy, I am contemplating real life boys who suck metaphorically and fictional ones that...well you get the picture.

Title: Jealous Guy
Pairing: G/P and some unrequited business
Rating: R for language I guess but G on the physical level

I wanted a new twist on the J/P theme. I heart comments.

John had known it was going on for quite a while. He wasn’t stupid. It just seemed like they argued more than anything else, but love could blossom under stranger circumstances he supposed.

It wasn’t as if it should bother him. Nothing bothered him. He was world famous for his “it’s all dick” philosophy. Trouble was, he’d begun realize that no one was buying that pose. Not even him.

And that was the other thing…he’d always been the leader in this thing. The pioneer. The experimenter. Why hadn’t it been him?

Sure, there’d always been suspicion that the two of them were just too close. That something else had to be going on. But neither of them had acted on it.

But now…

When George suggested they do an old song just to warm up, John didn’t hesitate. “Keep Your Hands off My Baby.” He suggested, his eyes fixed squarely on George.

“Alright.” George agreed.

“Yeah, I always liked that one,” said Paul.

Christ. They were all so fucking amiable. John felt nasty and the edge came through in his voice. “We’ve been friends for oh so long, I let you share what’s mine. When you mess with the boy I love, it’s time to draw the line.” They went through the song quickly, John’s eyes daring anybody to question the lyric change.

The music stopped. John took his guitar off quickly and left the studio, running up to the roof.

Paul followed, not caring that the night was cold and he had no jacket. He spoke to John’s back. “You said boy.”

For once, John couldn’t play it off. “Yeah.”

Paul walked up beside John and nervously lit a cigarette. “So…you know.”

“Yeah. How could I not? My two best mates start fucking, I should have a clue.”

“John, it’s not like that. Well, it is like that,” Paul blushed. “But not totally.”

“Do you love him?”

Paul took a drag on his cigarette. “He makes me feel safe, which is funny cause he’s younger and all, but he has this peace about him you know?” Paul paused. “Yeah, I love him.”

“Good for you both then. Fucking hell.” John turned away angrily.

“John, I never meant to…I mean I didn’t know you felt that way about him.”

“Not him, you prat. God, sometimes you really are just a pretty face.”

“Oh…Oh. Oh shit. John, I…”

“Save it, Macca. George is waiting for you.”

And he was. Just standing at the door to the rooftop, looking intently at his shoes. He knew he should let the two of them talk it out, but he just couldn’t.

Paul wordlessly handed his cigarette to John. He smiled and caressed John’s cheek. “Where are we going, Johnny?”

“To the toppermost of the poppermost, Paulie.”

“That’s right.” Paul brushed a tear from John’s cheek, and lightly kissed his forehead.

Paul walked over to George and took his hand. They descended the stairs together and left John thinking in the cool night air.
 
 
 
Paulmagicaltrevor on May 13th, 2005 12:13 am (UTC)
:::heart crumbles into tiny pieces::: Wah! Poor John! *looks around with wicked grin, thinking how threesomes can solve ALL the world's problems* Ahem. Good job with the lyric change. It was strange, but I almost didn't notice it at first... guess I've been slashing too long! XD
mrsfjl66mrsfjl66 on May 13th, 2005 01:10 am (UTC)
Thanks...you're right about the threesome bit. Hell, a foursome would suit me fine as long as I got to watch. Anyway, thanks! I love the LOVE
beatle_becks on May 14th, 2005 02:17 pm (UTC)
thinking how threesomes can solve ALL the world's problems*

But it's TRUE!!

I mean, being in bed so long means less time eating (saving food), doing menial tasks such as laundry or washing (saving energy. I've gone into it further in my thesis; entitles - "Saving the planet with sex - why PORN is good for you"

;)
Paulmagicaltrevor on May 15th, 2005 01:40 am (UTC)
Seriously. Like they say, "Love is never wrong."
oh_johnny_ on May 13th, 2005 01:06 am (UTC)
Awwwwwww! So lovely! You made me feel sorry for John! I never feel sorry for John (horny, yes, sorry...not so much). Good job.
mrsfjl66mrsfjl66 on May 13th, 2005 01:12 am (UTC)
GOD YES HORNY. but considering that john was my husband in another life ;) I have to give him some sympathetic moments. Thanks...and worry not about your current inspiration...there is never enough J/P. NEVER.
oh_johnny_ on May 13th, 2005 02:17 am (UTC)
considering that john was my husband in another life

I'm assuming that was '66? That would be good - after I'd finished fucking his brains out in Hamburg :-)


mrsfjl66mrsfjl66 on May 13th, 2005 02:27 am (UTC)
smart girl you are...the origins of the screen name are a long one but you've got it about right...my full name is mrs. fucking john lennon actually. But I'm glad you took care of him in hamburg...he needed it! mind if I add you?
oh_johnny_ on May 13th, 2005 02:32 am (UTC)
Took me a while to figure out the f, but I got there eventually :-)

There's no real point in adding me. This journal and name are only for slash, and the only things posted in it are the things that also appear in this community. I mean, you can if you want, but it'll just take up space.
mrsfjl66mrsfjl66 on May 13th, 2005 02:37 am (UTC)
true. same for mine actually. well, keep up the good work and on the rare occasion I write, please feel free to add your thoughts!
willy__wonka on May 13th, 2005 01:25 am (UTC)
Poor Johnny...*tear* That was brilliant! (Sometimes Paul is just a pretty face! ♥)
mrsfjl66mrsfjl66 on May 13th, 2005 02:14 am (UTC)
thanks! But what a loverly face it is! I love em all but something bout those three...
mrsfjl66mrsfjl66 on May 13th, 2005 02:25 am (UTC)
smart girl you are...the origins of the screen name are a long one but you've got it about right...my full name is mrs. fucking john lennon actually. But I'm glad you took care of him in hamburg...he needed it! mind if I add you?
mrsfjl66mrsfjl66 on May 13th, 2005 02:29 am (UTC)
sorry...meant to post that last bit to oh_johnny. must've had more wine than I thought;D. Thanks again for your comment.
Appyhighregister on May 13th, 2005 01:42 am (UTC)
For once, it's John who's angsting. Very nice turn, we don't see enough of emo!John these days.

Wonderful! :)
mrsfjl66mrsfjl66 on May 13th, 2005 02:19 am (UTC)
I always think of john kinda like an M&M...hard shell but pretty sweet and squishy in the middle. Then there is the 'melts in your mouth not in your hand' bit to consider...mmmm. Thanks for the encouragement!
cinders_cat_cinders_cat_ on May 16th, 2005 07:43 am (UTC)
Mmmmm... now THAT is a nice image to contemplate!
Congrats on your first year completion! It only gets... uh... well... more different. or something.
Poor John...
mrsfjl66mrsfjl66 on May 18th, 2005 03:44 am (UTC)
How more different...not sure if I can take more different...Thanks for the congrats and comment.
cinders_cat_cinders_cat_ on May 18th, 2005 08:59 am (UTC)
*snort* that comment was me about to say "it only gets better" but then I realized that it didn't for me ^.^
Well, socially yes work-wise no... so I said "different" which didn't explain anything! Ah well XD
theratman on May 13th, 2005 04:40 am (UTC)
Aww! Very well done. I like the whole idea of this love-trianlge thing going on. You should do a sequal. Altho it works great on it's own. :) Hats off man.
mrsfjl66mrsfjl66 on May 18th, 2005 03:46 am (UTC)
fanks. I'm thinking about sequel ideas but coming up with nada at the moment. will keep working
banburytalebanburytale on May 13th, 2005 06:09 am (UTC)
*lips tremble* P-poor Johnny! And poor Paul. And poor George for being in the middle. And poor Ringo. Just because. *sniffs*
mrsfjl66mrsfjl66 on May 18th, 2005 03:47 am (UTC)
see above about threesome and there's always room for ringo...just have to figure out logistics! Thanks for readin'
Steph - that weird, veggie, beatle lover pervertblackbird_num9 on May 13th, 2005 09:22 pm (UTC)
awww...jealousjohn is a hot john....paul is so NOT just a pretty face...god,you people are just so cool..i mean that..*HUGS* everyone
mrsfjl66mrsfjl66 on May 18th, 2005 03:48 am (UTC)
jealousjohn is hot john...any john is hot. And you're absolutely right about Paul it's just that I get so mesmorized by the face sometimes I forget...
the egg man: Magic Mystery Tourpandabunneh on May 16th, 2005 06:30 am (UTC)
Oh my god

*feeling tears in eyes*

Poor John. Poor Ringo for being the odd one out. Poor George for being in the middle. Poor Paul for having to hurt a friend.

That was great..;-;
mrsfjl66mrsfjl66 on May 18th, 2005 03:50 am (UTC)
Thank you. I just seem to know a bit about the unrequited variety of love myself and it comes out on occasion...